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You know suicide is death. Regardless of the reason the person chose it. The thing is though, when we are dealing with death – you would almost think that if any common denominator could be found or pattern of behavior that proved to lead up to suicides, we would absolutely POUNCE all over it and end it ASAP! You would think…
In the case of my brother Danny- there was a clear trail of evidence that shined a bright light on the reason that a recent college graduate, waiting to get on with the Police force fresh out of school and ready to embark on a new career would suddenly pick up his pistol, while we sat on a couch and watched late night television and blow his brains out.
Of course at the very moment he got up and told me he was going for a walk I noticed he was not acting his usual self. He didn’t drink, but that night I noticed as we watched the tube, that he was holding a shot glass. Never saw it before, I didnt say anyhing, he was an adult, and that was his right.
Then he casually walked out the door at around 10pm maybe later. I fell asleep on the couch and when I woke up it was around 2am. I walked over to lock up and noticed his car in the drive but I hadn’t remembered him coming in the door from his walk. So I took a look around and saw nothing. I checked his room to see if he got in without me hearing but nobody.
I knew something was wrong but no clue what. I woke my mother and told her he hadn’t returned from a walk and I was going to look around, Instantly I knew by the look in her eyes that she knew something was wrong, in a way that only a mother could know. We split up in the woods we lived in, and went different directions. It was not 15 minutes before I was stopped in my tracks by a shriek/scream that I will never forget. It was my mom. She had come up on Danny. Laying in a field a few blocks from the house – dead.
He used his .38 to put a round in his temple and the only other things he had on was his cross from a recent Crucio weekend he had been on and a little piece of paper in his shirt pocket he had written
I Love You.
I am sure the shock we felt was similar to many who had the same experience. But there was one thing I was about to discover that changed everything for me and has kept me busy for 20 years tracking and revealing to any authority who would listen the news I had. That night my brother gave up on his pain, I found a locked box in the bottom corner of his closet. When I cracked it open a huge stack of folded and neatly stacked letters fell out. I picked one up and quickly scanned it looking for any clue as to what was going on in his life.
I soon read about the third line down and realized this was a romantic and personal letter with sexual innuendos and comments like ” I miss your touch” etc
Damn it. His girl must have broken up with him and somehow sent him over the edge. I slowly read the rest and as I got near the last line my eyes bulged out of my head as I read the signature it did not say, love Julie, or goodbye, love Samantha.
All these letters romantic in nature were signed by Father Al-
Wait just a minute Father Al was Dannys high school priest at the Catholic High School he attended before college. These letters were written while Danny was out-of-state at college. They were love letters, letters reminding Danny of how much Father Al had done for him in High School. He expected immediate contact when Danny arrived back home. And that was exactly the time my brother knew he would either soon have to face Father Al- or exit stage left and avoid the painful memories and expectations.
After the initial shock I gathered the letters to get over to the Diocese and hoped and assumed the police would have Father Al questioned and maybe arrested within 24 hours. I brought the letters in to the diocese and explained the situation, then showed them graphic evidence of obvious abuse over a long period of time that had been going on. At least the freak will spend a long time behind bars I thought. That day, July 5th 1992 was the beginning of a long journey for me of discovering that what had happened was not only of no interest to the Diocese, but they were supporting the Pedo-priest, and even sheltered him from any media or police.
Its 26 years later and I have been inside Catholic organizations as an employee, I have tracked repeat offender pedo-priests over and over only to see them protected by whatever Diocese they belonged to, then quickly shuffled out-of-state and back to raping kids. Well, I thought, It’s a no brainer, I’ll get the law involved with all the evidence and they can prosecute. To my dismay I have yet to find any agency whether the Police, States Attorney, or Child Protective Services who would so much as take a report on even major cases – they refused.
There is a saying ” The fish stinks from the head down” – so I decided to start at the top. Lets see what the Pope and his crew are doing about this whole epidemic. As it turned out, around the time I started researching the Popes actions – he was smack dab in the middle of an unfortunate case of bishops and priests found naked at the Vatican, with their play toys- altar boys, -oh yes and also alot of powder cocaine.
At that time the Vatican had filed suit agaisnt the Italian Police to disallow them any involvement or information about ANY further molestation charges that would ever occur at the Vatican. The pope cited his own team’s ability to investigate and resolve any issues.
While that went back and forth the pope was asked publicly about yet another scandal involving another crew of pedo-priests who were caught chasing their boys around the altar, and then having their way with he boys. Eagerly awaiting a bold stand from the pope now that his gang had been cold busted two times in a few months. However he chose to tell the public that we should have mercy on the predators and remember to extend forgiveness, as the Lord would.
Now at that time I could only recall scripture where Jesus said ” If anyone should cause one of these little ones to sin, it would be better if they had a millstone tied around their neck and be thrown in the ocean”
Then another verse from Jesus came to mind ” If your right hand causes you to sin, cut it off . It would be better to enter the kingdom of heaven maimed than not enter”
Somehow I was not getting any of that from the pope – just justification for pedophilia and a paved road for the homosexual lifestyle in general.
As it turns out the Catholic pedo-priest racket is no occasional mishap in the church. It is currently estimated that over 30k priests are under investigation for abuse, and the Catholic church has paid out over 6 BILLION dollars to pay off victims from testifying in court. In a few cases I was involved in the youth who broke the secret of a 2 year-long -8 boy molestation ring in one church, suddenly found himself deported out of this country, leaving his family behind, but within two weeks of opening his mouth he disappeared. Others have not been found.
Recently a high-ranking Bishop in New York publicly announced his filing of a court document that would seek to make the age of accountability for an altar boy caught in a sex act with a priest 7 years old.
Let me repeat that. The Bishop is pushing for law that will allow priests to continue and rape little boys, however if the child is 7 or older,. the act however gruesome, would be considered ” consensual “.
Now despite the hope of the faithful who continue to support these pedophiles by giving large sums of money to the church and even allowing their children to be ALONE with a priest, the reality is that the Catholic Church is far and away the worlds largest organized pedophile racket and is supported from the top down, It is estimated that 50-60% of all Catholic priests, bishops, Cardinals, etc are in some way involved in supported this organized racket.
So as I close, and after you have heard what a friend went through in the Facebook clip after the suicide of a close buddy how do you feel about the fact that we have a clear and shining path and pattern which is responsible for thousands of suicides, drug overdoses or criminal lives – you see usually a sexually abused victim of a priest especially long term will select one of the three choices. Suicide, Drug OD, or street crime and gang life.
You see we have a spotlight shining on a direct line to cut off many of these tragedies. It’s in our laps. The evidence, The victims. Payoffs. It’s all irrefutable evidence. Why – oh why do we allow a massive pedophile ring to thrive in the Catholic church, when we know the outcomes after the freaks are done playing with their play toys. They are simply disposable. Garbage. Trash. I have read the victims sworn statements. I have tracked down a young man who after being raped for two years with 7 friends, could not take it – he told. In 2 weeks he was by himself in Mexico, I spoke to him.
What happens if one of our neighbors is busted molesting a young boy or girl? Its cuffed and stuffed correct? But, somehow, we allow undercover ” holy men ” to enjoy their perverse ways and get paid well to do so. Oh, and by the way – the priest who was accused ( and found innocent ) by the ” Church Investigation” is named Father Gondek. This 8 boy allegation over two years was totally on his hands as he was caught in the act and some other acts I wont even repeat. Eight boys, two years, sounds like life maybe right? Let me tell you what punishment Father Gondek of North Carolina got.
1- Early and fully paid retirement.
2- Relocation to one of the churches lavish resorts for his type.
3- He was pronounced the richest man in Lexington, NC as he was awarded a service award in front of the entire church congregation.
Oh- one last thing Father Albert Gondek (pictured below) is the same Father Al who molested my brother in high school years. The one who signed the letters. Oddly enough, he was accused 2 more times between my brother’s death, and the 8 boy rampage he went on for 2 years in North Carolina.
Funny thing, he managed to walk on those two and the 8 boys.
If he has committed 3 we know of, then its safe to say maybe 30-50 at least are out there….but hes not the only one. Those 30k others under ” investigation” are all over. You know – I don’t care of you are Catholic, Lutheran, Baptist, or atheist.
Sexual abuse is KILLING thousands and we know who, and why and we have proof. It’s curious how it continues to thrive. ..Any other fruitcake like these predators would be being punished in state prison. Yet there are still people today, who choose to stick their fingers in their ears, yell ” La- La -La ” and keep dumping money in the church for their legal funds to pay off those victims that they cannot make go away.
Father Albert Gondek- Molesting since 1991
Other members of the flock- doing what they can for the community
It’s all about the children when it comes to mentoring by priests
Often times the Diocese will even take care of children at the mall while the parents shop! It’s all Hands On with these servants.
Now for some light reading here is a link to the Catholic Churches report on the guilty flock members…. even as cleverly as they divide by state and diocese and all to make the numbers seem smaller, a few extra clicks will get you a more accurate picture of all the accused Bishops , and Priests, Nuns, etc Nationally and Internationally.
Now these are the numbers that the church has kept to themselves and not made privy to any outsiders…
I am positive they have gotten a good portion of the predators on paper…but just in case, I usually figure this represents about 50% of the actual guilty.
Oh and as I mentioned – it is VERY costly to keep paying off these punks who speak up and need a payoff to skip court like I said over 6 Billion has been paid out….so in light of this fact you will notice the Accountability site has made available a chance for us to donate to their cause of running their criminal priests site. I am sure it goes to a good cause.