Here I Am-For An Update On My Absence.

I have been in such a funk for a few months that I have not done any of the usual things I do. Write, talk to friends, go out much, etc..

I have dealth with depression all my life and sone very low points. This is different. It has been debilitating. No motivation, no desire , no dreams etc..although I am aware of the cause and the ups and downs of major deoression, and am drug resistent to treatment, I never have felt this way before.

I would like to hear some of my readers experiences with this. If you have lived with very lows I would like to know ( besides drugs) how you came out. So please share .



  1. I had this experience when my dad died and simultaneously a friend died and a loved one dropped me like a bad habit, so like 3 big deaths all at once. I became as you described and rarely could muster any energy or care, like I was numb and lethargic, not even caring that I didn’t care. For about 6 months. Then I started praying, read my Bible a lot, got off all social media, went through the motions of life while still depressed. And God honestly healed me and not overnight but fully in 6 months. I kept forgiving and then finally forgave myself. And God healed me. That is my experience. May God bless your journey. You have helped me and so many, never give up. ❤

    1. Thank you so much! That makes great sense and we have been on the same journey…God Bless You -thx for Prayers!

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